i don't open up my fucking bad but just know I don't open up bc when I do it hurts....I open up to those I care abt and they tap out when they have no use for me...I'm not a damn tissue I am not just for use I have emotions too...to the ppl who deal with thus daily I'm sorry...I'm sorry that ppl decide they need to be total assholes...this is why ppl commit suicide... everyone wants to know why I don't open up and why I'm not happy...I was I was a very happy person...but ppl change and left they abandoned me when I needed them...so no your right