The past year I had took so many loses to the point I was starting to feel defeated, always had females down for the cause but was pushing the pack as well. When I decided to take the game seriously left the dope where it was and many days would fight against myself not to get sac and do what I knew to do. Even at my lowest I continued to push everything is not perfect but it will get better this game will have its ups and downs you have to keep pushing and get to it your day will come. For whoever needed to hear this.